Hardships of Knowing Things

POETRY

A Poetic Exploration of Hidden Blessings and Emotional Turmoil

Sometimes not knowing is a blessing in disguise
being happy in the bubble of your own world

not thinking about missing stuff
not realizing how lonely you really are
not caring how no one gives a single damn f*ck about you

You never know how knowing something can hurt so much
It can make you ponder on all your life choices
make you doubt every action and decision of yours
swirling you down into the rabbit hole so deep
that you can never come up again
or might never want to see the sunshine again

It keeps getting hard
to control my emotions
to allow me of the sensitive feelings I have
coz I am not sure anymore
that I will survive this tornado in my life
that I would have the courage and will to live anymore

My life has become a rapidly fluctuating sine wave
with ebb and flow of sad and happy days
The happy days go by easily but
With each sad day passing
it feels like the soul is slowly getting sucked out of my body
leaving me hollow on the inside

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